Random writing on boringness

Why?

I let myself believe in your lies..

I let myself down into your feet..

I let myself to live in your damn..

I let myself to walk in your way..

I know..

I suppose to believe in myself..

I suppose to stand my own will..

I suppose to live freely without any doubt..

I suppose to walk in my own way..

I realized that..

I should trust in myself to be better..

I can stay in the circle of light..

I can live without you..

But I can’t live without Him..

I should lead myself into His way…