I am a FRIEND that you NEVER KNOW.

Dear friend,
When you look at me with your hatred eyes,
it's hurts me deeply.
When you think that I never care,
you get me wrong.
Because I care about you,
I know your story,
I know how you feel,
but the thing is..
I never tell you that I care that much to you
I never show that I care that much to you
but still..
I'm your friend..
You still can rely on me whenever you're in pain
You still can ask for help whenever you need me
And I know,
I'm not that good to you
I'm not like the other
because..
this is who I am
and this is how I am
I am a FRIEND that you NEVER KNOW.
Sorry for being a miserable friend to you..
I just want you to know that I care for you like they do.
Whatever happen to you, just SMILE.
A smile can change your day.
Whatever happen to you, just PRAY FOR THE BEST.
A prayer can change your whole life.
Be strong and be tough, friend!
Cheers!
I love you like they do although I am a friend that you never know.
^_________^ 

I'm Just Like This

If you think I am a QUEEN

Maybe it's true

I am the QUEEN that controlling all over your life.

If you think I am a HOT-TEMPERED GIRL

Maybe it also true

Coz I am enjoying throwing my anger to you

If you think I am a BORED-KIND-OF-GIRL

Maybe it's true as you think of it

I am the one who never let you enjoy yourself

If you think I am FULL OF JEALOUSY

Maybe it's really true

Coz I not a kind of girl who enjoy seeing you laughing with other chicks

If you think I am a BAD GIRL

It's really me!

Coz I am not a GOOD GIRL and I am not a kind of ANGEL

If you think you CAN'T GO THROUGH ME

Then, say it to me

Coz I am not that WICKED to stop you from LEAVING me

And lastly,

For all the things that you think I am going to be

I am TRULLY SORRY

I am TRULLY SORRY

Coz made you think at first that I am PERFECT

But the TRUTH is

I AM PERFECTLY IMPERFECT

I AM JUST LIKE THIS

A Letter For You

I didn't expect you to be my bestfriend.i just need some appreciation as i've known you here.n got a lots of memory with u..but..i dunno what are my mistakes until u almost forget that i'm here with u.am i done something wrong to u?seriously, i miss the moment we've spend together long time ago.i never hate u dear friend.i just need u 2 understand my situation.i always love my friends no matter how the hate me..

The fact is..no matter how you hate me.i'm still here until the end of our study.n u have to face me every day. And yes! i'm different.far different from your other friends. i hav nobody here.then,whoever close to me,care about me still i'm here,they are my family.my best friends.n please understand.i don't like messy things like u do.i can't go on with you idea.but i still respect u as my friend.so,hopefully,u'll do the same.

Poor me..I'm not a GENIUS.so I can't solve all of your confusion about me.don't ask me why i'm very different from the others.don't ask me why i'm too quiet n not talkative as u.don't ask me why i'm hot-tempered..coz even if i tell u..u'll never understand.i just don't want u to misunderstanding about me.

Lastly, whatever you think about me dear..just keep it in your mind..no need to spread it everywhere.even my family not fully understand about me,so you don’t have to try to understand me..coz it suck.i know..just respect me by the way I am..and that’s the end of the story..i’ll respect you as you respect me to..if you dislike me..just go and show it..and don’t stay behind me..don’t be hypocrite..it’s much better if I know the truth than I’m smiling becoz of the lies.. I rather hear the truth..just reveal it..

Love,

Jaelle

From me to friends

I'm sorry if I've brought trouble to u

I'm sorry if I can't be kind to u

I'm sorry if I can't be perfect as what u want

I'm sorry if I can't make u happy at all time

I'm sorry if I've judged u before I know u

I'm sorry if u feel annoyed with my presence

I'm sorry and I feel sorry for the bad things that happen between us

Believe me

I don't meant to do that

It’s happened accidentally

I didn’t realize it and sometimes I’m outspoken

I can’t help myself from doing mistakes

I’m just a human

A human who never get perfect

I’m sorry guys coz I’m stuck in my own attitude

I just can say sorry

And forgive me for the mistakes I’ve made

I’m living here just for a while

And I don’t know when God will take my last breath

Perhaps today or tomorrow

I don’t know and I can’t predict