Crush or Missing?

I miss you

I'm not lying..

I'm not pretending..

I'm sincere..

I got a crush for you

Is it real?

or..

It's just a fake feeling..

but I'm not a faker..

I'm thinking of you every time my eyes are blinking..

Every time I close my eyes..

The only portrait appear in my imagination is you..

The only one who come to my mind is you

It was you who came first to my dream..

It was you who made me feel miserable..

It was you who froze me out 

every time I tried to walk away..

It was you who made my heart beat faster 

every time I decide to forget you.

I'm totally confused

I'm thinking of you

Every seconds, every minutes, every hours,

every days, every weeks, every months, every years..

and mostly..

EVERY TIME and EVERY WHERE..

I'm just too curious..

Is it a crush for you?

or...

I'm just missing you?