I am Me Once More by Zee Avi

No, I really don't think so 
That you think I'd be incapable of being on my own 
No, I really don't think so 
That I would for a second let you back in through my door 

I have spent many a nights 
Even when you are by my side 
I shed tears I couldn't dry 
I shed tears I couldn't dry 

But I should thank you for 
Taking my blindfold off now 
I ain't jaded no more, no more 
And I take pride in being the one that said goodbye 
That could only mean I am me, once more 

You would turn your head the other way 
So you won't have to listen to what I have to say 
You assume that I needed you 
But you didn't realize that I needed no one but myself 
I needed no one but myself 

But I should thank you for 
Taking my blindfold off now 
I ain't jaded no more, no more 
And I take pride in being the one that said goodbye 
That could only mean I am me, once more 

That could only mean I am me, once more 
That could only mean I am me, once more

P/s I am me once more <credits to Zee Avi> very nice song and i love it damn much! :).. no matter what you say about me..no matter the things i do.. i'm me.. and i'm just me :)

Everything's Gonna be Okay

I’m quite happy now. Some problems solved. Relationship between my friends became better day to day. Our class won the ‘SAYEMBARA PUISIRAMA’ competition among PPISMP Semester 2. I’m proud! Hell yeah! Coz I’m one of the contestant. Ahaa~~ J

Me and him? I don’t know..seems getting better too. But I believe with my own feeling..and perhaps..he have the same feeling as me J.. Dear you..I’m happy spending time together with you. Forget about my lame memory..Forget the problem…KEEP Laughing and happy..happy day J Thanx!

Exam is just around the corner. but I've prepared nothing for the upcoming exam. How relax I am right?lol  <acting cool,huh?>

Reaching the end of this semester..preparing to move on the next stage in IPG.. and the next semester..I'll be the senior to my junior. and dear junior-to-be at IPG Kampus Bahasa Melayu. Don't worry..I'm a good senior. LOL..

And now I have to focus on the exam. I have to reach my target for the pointer(3.5).. forget about DotA for a while.. after the exam, i'll play DotA again. I'll make a new Garena acc coz the old one was hacked by someone somewhere. LOL..idk..

The thing I can't wait for is... going back to my hometown 'KOTA BELUD,SABAH'. no doubt! I miss my family damn much. I want to hug Ara. I want to kiss my newborn niece, Elmavera. I want to talk with mum, dad and my whole family. I miss my messy room. I miss everything at there..

Oh.. I'm gonna stop here.. I still got class for tomorrow.Pendidikan Jasmani. Yeay! I loike the most. 

P/s Ignore the incorrect grammar... :)

Disember

DISEMBER

   Sangat setia dan pemurah. (yep..this is right..saya setia dgn org yg setia dgn saya..pemurah?ya juga)

   Bersifat patriotik. (ini pun betul!saya sangat cintakan negara saya!)

   Sangat aktif dalam permainan dan pergaulan. (yep.really true!)

   Sikap kurang sabar dan tergesa-gesa. (ni pun betul juga...hihihi..)

   Bercita-cita tinggi. (cita2 sy tinggi juga la..mao jadi org yg sangat berjaya)

   Suka menjadi orang yang berpengaruh dalam organisasi. (ni betul sikit je..i don't care)

   Seronok bila didampingi. 9ya..i love people around me.and i'm excited with them!)

   Suka bercampur dengan orang. (saya x suka jadi kera sumbang or racist)

   Suka dipuji, diberi perhatian dan dibelai. (ya..saya sangat suka akan perhatian drpd org yg saya syg..)

   Sangat jujur, amanah dan bertolak ansur. (ya..if i said you're ugly, means sy cakap benar.ok? :D)

   Tidak pandai berpura-pura. (oh no! ni salah! kadang2 saya hipokrit.sometimes, saya cakap saya happy walaupun saya tengah sedih)

   Cepat marah. 9this is right!.sy susah kawal emosi)

   Perangai yang mudah berubah-ubah. (yep!sometimes,saya mcm angel..sometimes sy jadi devil)

   Tidak ego walaupun harga dirinya sangat tinggi. 9x pasti..maybe kot..)

   Benci pada kongkongan. 9ya!i love freedom.and i hate being caged! tapi..apakan daya..)

   Suka berlawak. (buat lawak bodoh pun jadi la..pastu gelak sorang2..haha)

   Pandai buat lawak dan berfikiran logik. (saya x pandai buat lawak.tapi saya mmg fikir logik..)

P/s : saya x ingat saya copy di mana ni..huhuhuhu.. baca saja la..