oh...

it's hard to find someone who you can rely on.
it's hard to trust people you just meet.
it's hard to forget the past.
i've tried but it's seems doesn't work at all. 
the truth is i'm tired with this messy things in my life.
i've tried for a long time.
maybe for my whole life.
but until now i can't find someone who i can trust the most and share my problems to him/her.
but i realized..GOD is everything and i can rely on HIM anytime i caught into trouble or trapped in a problems. 
i'm grateful coz God lead me into His way.
i love GOD :)