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Saturday, June 29, 2013

OFFICIALLY SSSSSS



I don't like your coz you:
  • a liar
  • dishonest to me
  • always ignore me
  • made me feel I'm not your special one (yeah, I know, I'm not your special one, right?)
  • don't text me back when I text you
  • suck!
  • hurts me with your lies
  • takes me for granted
  • don't love me enough
  • a coward
  • can't handle me at my worst (so, i guess you don't deserve me at my best)
  • make me cry everyday
  • always tell me lies
  • give 1001 reasons when I ask you to come
  • can't understand me
That's all. Thank you. Life must go on and should be happier after this. Happily ever after.

Sunday, June 23, 2013

Typical Malaysian

Tidak dinafikan banyak mulut yang berkata 'eh, kau 'couple' dengan si dia?', 'eh, orang kata si dia tu 'boyfriend' kau..', 'eh, kau dan dia memang bercinta eh?', 'eh, kenapa kau selalu keluar dengan dia kalau tak 'couple'?'

Rasanya, tak perlu saya cakap banyak untuk 'explain' kepada orang-orang tersebut tentang persoalan mereka.
Biasalah, 'typical Malaysian'. Saya pun kadang-kadang macam tu juga. Nampak lelaki dan perempuan rapat sikit, boleh borak-borak, ketawa sama, keluar sama, mesti orang akan cop mereka ni sebagai 'COUPLE'.
Salahkah lelaki dan perempuan itu bersahabat rapat? Tak salah kan? Selagi tak melampaui batas-batas agama.

Well, kepada yang selalu tertanya-tanya siapa 'boyfriend' saya, tak perlulah jaga tepi kain saya. Jaga tepi kain sendiri sudah. Dengan siapapun saya bersahabat/bercinta, itu hak saya. Kalau saya sibuk pasal hal awak, awak suka tak? :)
Apa-apa pun, cinta hati saya tak perlulah saya beritahu kepada satu dunia. Baru bersahabat kot, belum kahwin lagi. Sedangkan yang dah kahwin pun boleh bercerai inikan pula yang belum ada ikatan yang sah kan?

Bagi saya, tak perlu heboh-heboh pasal 'boyfriend/girlfriend' macam koranglah yang paling agung di dunia ni mengalahkan Romeo and Juliet.
Apa-apa pun serahkan kepada Dia yang Maha Kuasa.
Peace no war!


P/S: Peringatan untuk diri sendiri juga agar peristiwa dahulu tidak berulang kembali. Pedih! :)

Friday, June 21, 2013

40 Question About Myself



Answer this truthfully and enjoy! ^____^


01. What are people usually call you (name)?

-Onitz, Jalinah, Jaell


02. Age?

-Thanks, Lord. I’m 21 on this coming December.


03. Do you have a lot of scars?

-Yes. Pimples scars around my face. >.<


04. Do you consider yourself beautiful?

-Yes. I’m beautiful in my own way. I believe that all God’s creations are beautiful.


05. Do you put on a lot of makeup?

-No. I have a lot of makeup but I rarely put it on my face. It’s suck when your face is fully covered with makeup. I just put it on when got any vacation. Daily, I just put lip gloss/mascara/eyeliner (If I’m having a good mood).


06. Would you ever consider getting plastic surgery?

-No and never. I’m grateful and satisfied with the gift from God. There’s no need plastic surgery.


07. What do you think makes a person beautiful?

- Attitude, appearance (simple and smart), smile.


08. When you are mad at someone, how do you show them?

-I’ll show them my expression, avoiding any communication with them and sometime, I’ll tell them directly.


09. Name a time when you had to be strong.

- When I’m in trouble. For example, when I lost my important things (purse and phone) and I have no money at all.


10. How was your life? Has life been easy thus far?

-Life is not easy. My life was hard lately and I end up being too emotional. Sometime, crying for no reason and get angry easily.


11. Do you think you are ready to be on your own (have your own home, job, etc.)?

-I don’t think so. I’m still studying. I have no financial support to be on my own.


12. How old do you act?

-It depends on situation. It can be 7 years old, it can be 16 years old, and sometime, it can be 25 above.


13. Are you a pessimist of an optimist?

-Pessioptimist. I can be both. But, I think I’m more to optimist, depend on the situation.


14. Do you believe in fate, that everything happens for a reason, or do you think that our actions lead the way?

-I do believe in fate, but our actions can change the fate. Of course, everything happens for a reason.

15. If you had to choose, family or friends?

-I’ll choose family. Friends, we can found them everywhere. Family, nothing and nobody can replace them.

16. Can you tell your parents or one of your parents anything?

-No. I’m a very secretive person. But, when it comes to money, yes..I can tell them. :p

17. Do you have any siblings? If so, do you ever get jealous of them?

-Yeah! I got siblings and we’re all girls. I have six sisters. I don’t get jealous with my sibling but I’m proud of them.


18. How often do you spend time with family members?

-Since I’m far away from them, I rarely spend my time with them. If it’s a long holiday, then I will be with them.


19. How tall are you? How tall do you wish you were?

-I’m about 5 ‘3 inch. I do not wish to be taller than I am now. High heels can solve the height matter.

20. As a person, do you think you are mature for your age or still act childish?

-I’m not matured yet and I’m not a childish, too. I’m in the middle of matured and childish. :p


21. Do you believe you still have a lot to learn?

-Yes. I have to learn many things coz I’ll be a teacher in future and I want to be a person with knowledge.


22. What gives you hope when you just feel like dying?

-God. Whatever the matter is, just let God give you hope. Pray to God, and trust me, you’ll find the way.

23. Do you suffer from depression or constant sadness/loneliness?

-Sometimes. When I got too many problems and there’s nobody to comfort me.


24. Are you currently in a hard relationship or have bad luck with the opposite sex?

-I guess so but I don’t want to think about it. Just let it be. >.<


25. Do you think that you are alone in this world?

- Sometimes. But, I’m optimist that I’m not alone. God is with me every second, every minute, every hour, every day, ever where even if the others left me behind.

26. How often do you think about death, suicide or running away?

-Rarely.


27. Do people refer to you as smart, dumb, or average?

-Smart and dumb, maybe.


28. What was the highest grade you have received (full course mark) ever?

- I got full mark (100 marks) in Bahasa Melayu, English and Maths when I was in primary school. BM and BI, when I was in Primary 2 and Maths, in Primary 3. (If I’m not mistaken) LOL

29. Do you get any gift when you achieve a good grade in exams?

-Yes. My mom prays for me so that I get a good life. That’s the best gift ever.

30. What do you find the most interesting subject to be (to study or to talk about)?

-Chemistry, English, Physical Education, History. I love most of the subject that I learn in school, except Maths.


31. Are you currently in love? If not, have you been before?

-Yes and yes. But, it’s not worth to share about it.

32. Have you ever get roses from someone?

-Yes. I got once and that was the first rose in my life and I got it for second time from the same person.


33. Are you a faithful to your lover?

-Yes. But, when it hurt, I’m not afraid to walk away.

34. Do you get jealous when your partner communicates with other girls/boys?

-Yes. It depends on who he was talking with. It’s normal when you get jealous. Yeah, everybody have that kind of attitude.

35. Is your family on the poor side, average, or above average when it comes to money?

-Average, maybe. Whatever it is, I’m grateful to God coz we’re not starving.

36. How long does it take for you to open up to someone?

- It depends on the person. But, I don’t trust people easily even if he/she is close to me.


37. What does it take for you to fully trust someone?

-Attitude. I only trust someone who’s being honest to me.


38. What will you do when you’re stressed out?

-Sleeping, crying, doing something fun, writing and dancing/exercising.


39. When faced with a problem, do you ask for help or try to figure it out yourself?

-It depends on the problem. If I can figure it out, then I’ll solve it by myself. If I can’t, then I’ll ask for help from my close friend.


40. What is something you value not because it cost a lot, but because it means a lot to you?

-My cloths. It covered me and prevents me from being naked. :p
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