Selamat Hari Raya

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Selamat Hari Raya kepada semua kawan-kawan yang beragama Islam. Semoga kamu semua bergembira..happy2 di Hari Raya ini. Jangan lupa minta maaf kat mak ayah korang, adik-beradik korang walaupun xda buat salah ya. ^___^
Pantun ni saya reka khas untuk sahabat sekalian ^___^




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Kelak perut pecah terburai.




Sekian sahaja... SELAMAT HARI RAYA ^____^

Crush or Missing?

I miss you

I'm not lying..

I'm not pretending..

I'm sincere..

I got a crush for you

Is it real?

or..

It's just a fake feeling..

but I'm not a faker..

I'm thinking of you every time my eyes are blinking..

Every time I close my eyes..

The only portrait appear in my imagination is you..

The only one who come to my mind is you

It was you who came first to my dream..

It was you who made me feel miserable..

It was you who froze me out 

every time I tried to walk away..

It was you who made my heart beat faster 

every time I decide to forget you.

I'm totally confused

I'm thinking of you

Every seconds, every minutes, every hours,

every days, every weeks, every months, every years..

and mostly..

EVERY TIME and EVERY WHERE..

I'm just too curious..

Is it a crush for you?

or...

I'm just missing you?

This is the Way I Wanted to Be!

Cheers! I'm bored and I have no idea what I suppose to do.. I have no mood to do my assignments. I have no mood to eat coz I'm fasting. I just feel like I want to fly to my hometown. *sigh*Is this called HOMESICK? I'm homesick??Do I? *sigh again* I don't really like this feeling. I'm strong! Yeah!

Just at the moment I'm thinking about going back to home...I suddenly realize that God sent me here to test my strength and determination. I'm the one who ask Him to sent me here..far away from my family..live in another place to gain new experiences and He made it real and...here I am now..far far away from my family..far far away from my hometown.

I've chosen my own destiny. God gave me many choices for my own future..but I've chosen this way to live in my future.. I still remember the day I ask God to make a way and open my eyes to see my destiny. I prayed to Him and I keep believe that He'll give me a good destiny. And, He answered my prayer.

For my SPM examination result,I'm satisfied coz I got what I deserved. My SPM result was quite good.I'm not disappointed even I scored 'D' for my Additional Mathematics. I deserved that score..I know my own strength and weakness.. I'm not really good in any numerology subject although I'm studying science subject as Chemistry and Biology(i'm not good enough in these subjects too..but I'm not bad at all..coz I got C for my Chemistry and B for my Biology |^___^| ).

After received my SPM result, I'm thinking about furthering my study. I guess..that's the hardest moment I ever have coz I have to think carefully where I suppose to go. If I made a mistake on it..maybe I'll not success in my future. I got some offers to further my study.

1. SPA 8 interview offers for medical courses trainee.

2. UITM Kota Kinabalu in Accountancy Course.

3. Matriculation 2 Years Programme.

4. Cosmopoint College (I guess I can choose my desired course)

5. IPG interview offer, majoring in Bahasa Melayu Course.

6. Pra-U @ Form Six in Science course.

But..thinking of my finance support, I refuse to accept UITM coz I have to pay expensive fees and I don't want to be in debt with PTPTn. Plus, I don't have any interest in Accountancy and I have no basic on it coz I'm not taking Accounting subject while I was in middle school.

I'm not interested to further my study at private college such as Cosmopoint college.The fees are expensive and once more...I don't want to be in debt with PTPTN.

Matriculation - I'm tired to study about sciences and I've rejected the offer,too.

SPA 8 interview- yeah~ I've chosen the Pharmacy course and got interviewed...but I'm not really in a mood to be interviewed coz that was my first interview and everything was in rush. I'm not ready for it.Actually, I don't want to be interviewed coz I really really have no interest in medical study...but my mom said I should try..

IPG interview- I hoped for this.I prayed to God so that my name will be in the list. And..tadaaa~~ God answered my prayer! I'm so glad coz my name was on the list to be interviewed. ^^

To wait for the interview result, I entered the Pra-U programme a.k.a Form Six for 1 week and half if I'm not mistaken..but..the truth..I'm really really want to be a teacher..once more..I prayed to God for my interview result..

And the result is......

Tadaaa~~~

Here I am now..I'm furthering my study in Education at IPG Kampus Bahasa Melayu as a teacher trainee..majoring Bahasa Melayu, minoring Pendidikan Jasmani and Pengajian Sosial. That was my choice to be a teacher. Although God gave me another choices...but this is the way I wanted to be..I can't lie to myself that I love to be a teacher. That was my dream since I understand the meaning of ambition. The most important is I want to gain more knowledge while I'm studying here and while I have the chance.. I want to be a real teacher and a great teacher.

I promised to myself that I will never regret my own choice. I want to be success in my life. I want to live in my future as a great person. I don't want to live my life by the others sympathies.I want to make my family proud of me. When people ask about me, I want my parents proudly say 'That's my daughter'.

Dear Family,

I'll make it all for you.

I promise to do my best.

I will never give up even I'm often fall.

I love you all.

p/s: This is just the beginning. The life is just started. I want to live my future not my past..How about you? Think carefully for your future.

>> My grammar suck! Just ignore it. ^__^

I'm Stuck at Here

Yeah~ it's holiday and I should enjoying the whole holiday at my hometown... but.. it's a worst holiday when I'm stuck at here.. at KeyHell for the whole 1 week holiday.. stuck with the assignment.. no other vacation..
Well well well...next week is Hari Raya Aidilfitri.. I wish I'm at Sabah now...I suppose to visit my cousins and friends whose celebrating Hari Raya Aidilfitri...eating their biscuits..eating lots of foods and got 'duit raya'..
Oh my oh my oh my... I suddenly feeling suck for stuck at here.. I wish I can fly.. I'll fly to Sabah..I wish I'm a jumper.. I'll jump in a second..directly to my bedroom at my house..and surprised my whole family..."tadaaaa~~ I'm home"..but sadly..I'm just wishing..coz I know..God has made me a normal person..and I can't be like what I want..
Have you ever feel like what I feel right now? You're fuckin' missing your family..missing your hometown..but all you can do is KEEP MISSING. My heart flies away..got no mood to do my assignments..I miss my family..I miss my sweet little nieces, Aravera and Elmavera. I miss my peaceful hometown..
My friends are leaving to their hometown..but I'm stuck at here. I left alone here..actually not alone..got some friends here, too..but I feels like nothing without my close friends...
What a emotional day?! Okay~ I want to keep calm.. It's just 1 week holiday...


p/s: I love you..

Nerdy and Books

Yeah! I love reading..Reading? Is it sounds NERDY? naa~ My friend told me that reading is a hobby for nerdy.. Hem hem..pardon me dear.. I love reading and I read a lot of books but.. I'm not a nerdy..I'm just an ordinary person just like the others. Is it true that only the nerdy read the books? You're must be kidding, right? I have a nerdy ex-schoolmate but he seems not really interesting at the books. Everytime we're going to library.. he never read books.. he'll only took a book and just let the book opened without reading it.. so, do you think all nerdy loves book? I don't think so my dear.. 


Think positively.. Readers aren't NERDY but they a group of peoples whose love KNOWLEDGE. Why do people read? to gain knowledge..to know some issue.. I'm not guessing.. but that's the truth. So..let us read and read and read a lot.. The more we read, the more the knowledge we'll gain. Afraid or feel embarrassed if your friends call you a NERDY? So what if they'll call you with that name.. actually, they get jealous when you read a lot..coz they can't read as much as you can..they have no knowledge as more as you have..and...which is more important? Knowledge or people who teasing you? Think about it.. think deeply and don't think twice..but think as many as you can.. Do trust me.. you'll find the answer in yourself.




p/s : I love reading and I read a lot of books.. I don't care what are the books I read as long as it have the advantages.. I read English novels, Malay novels, non-fiction books, magazines, newspapers even comics.. coz every type of the books I mentioned have its own goods.. So.. LET'S READ!

p/s again :D : ignore the incorrect grammar... i'm not really good in English Grammar :D

Sibuk lagi bah!

Yeehaa!!!
Baru siap edit blog.. amacam? Cantikkah? <hehehehe>
Lama x update blog.. tetiba tangan gatal untuk update blog saya yang comel loteh ni <perasan>
Sekarang ni dah mula sibuk dengan assignment yang berlambak-lambak.
Tambah lagi..sekarang ni bulan puasa. Kamu puasa x? Saya puasa tau! :)
Apabila dah mula sibuk ni..saya pun semakin malas. Pelikkan? hahahahaha
Assignment banyak..tapi saya malas betul mau siapkan. Ada siapa2 yang mau tolong siapkan??
Nanti saya belanja makan gula-gula :D
Apa-apa pun..marilah kita bersama-sama merajinkan diri.
Merapu jak saya ni.haha
Ok lah..nantikan entry yang seterusnya ya..(yang akan siap apabila saya x sibuk)
Sekarang ni sibuk lagi bah! :D


p/s ; saya suka menyanyi..jom gi karaoke :D